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Date: 2006-08-03 23:39:51 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

Hey edogg, if you happen to make E5, let's make it a point to hang out and have a few drinks. I'm sure we'll find plenty of ways to forget about yoru problems. I should be in Houston from Wednesday night to Sunday morning. :)


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Date: 2006-08-04 12:09:38 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...


ill be 100% honest
i cried when my girlfriend moved to france
nuthing to be ashamed of
hell i cried like a little kid losing his favorite toy or some shit
girlfriend of 8 months no fights the whole time seeing her board a plane and just pop out your life is hard


dude, that really sucks. i would be crushed. my girlfriend is moving about 30 miles south of here, and thats hard enough. i mean, at least ill get to see her and stuff, but it still hurts, and i cried when i found out. and its not the first time ive cried becuase of her either. we have out ups and downs, but, all in all, were great together.but  i cant imagine her moving half way across the world. it wold tear me apart.


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Date: 2006-08-04 13:10:02 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

its weird not being able to hear from her
right now she has no phone and its i think 7 hours ahead my time
but im still struggling through it ill get over it soon  next summer ill see her so im happy of that


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Date: 2006-08-05 00:56:11 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

Yeah, I'll be at E5.  I'll take you up on that.  So here it is, 3:50AM on Saturday morning and I can't sleep.  I had a conversation with her yesterday that helped me understand why this is happening.  It was a conversation we needed to have.  I'm not sure I will ever have closure.  I still feel like I am not myself.  The very best part of me is missing.  I don't know if I will ever be whole again.

Sadness like this is something I hope none of you ever have to go through.


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Date: 2006-08-05 01:15:01 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

Cool...then let's plan on it. :)

I don't think we can ever truly have "closure." Especially when you're the one dealing with the feeling of rejection. But you need to find it within you to bounce back. Think of it this way, if she's as good as you thought she was, you must have been a pretty good guy to begin with right? Somethings change though and we have to accept that too no matter the outcome. The best part of you is still within you, you just gotta open your eyes and see it.

Also, as long as there are those who can understand your pain and sadness. But that's not always a bad thing because there will always be someone you can talk to that will help you make it through. Hang in there buddy.


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Date: 2006-08-05 06:39:02 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

sadness like this is something many people go through @ least once in their life.

this is a great opportunity to become a very productive person.


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Date: 2006-08-05 21:34:37 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

It's hard to be productive when I pretty sure I am clinically depressed.  I slept till 3PM on Friday.  Anyway, I really do appreciate the kind words from you all.  She was my best friend and business partner too.  I don't know how I am going to fill that void in my life.  Did I mention that I am jobless right now, my unemployment has run out, I am on the verge of bankruptcy and they are about to shut off all my utilities.  God that sounds so pathetic even typing it.  So if anyone is looking for a Systems Engineer in the Southeastern PA area, do me a favor will ya!


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Date: 2006-08-06 16:52:27 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

ok ok ok i'll buy a video.  put your contact info on here and i'll mail a M.O. for "Stoked"

P.S.  Rey, dont turn edog into an alcoholic.  :wink:


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Date: 2006-08-08 20:24:02 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

Thanks for the offer.  When my DVD's are finally available I hope you guys pick them up.  They are definately worth it.  Anyway, I appreciate you guys putting up with my need for therapy.  I am not getting any better.  All it took was watching 5 minutes of fucking General Hospital (my mom had it on) for me to lose it.  I couldn't be more sad, dissapointed and dejected.  I thought by now I would have hardened up a bit, would have leaned toward being that zombie, but to no avail...


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Date: 2006-08-09 15:56:30 Topic: Re: I am all fucked up today. I need some advice...

Thanks PrincessODarkness. Your words help but I still miss her and feel that sadness and loss that has been killing me.  I am still waiting to see what the universe has in store for me.  Too bad you are in the Czech Republic or else I might look you up.  Ever since I saw the movie "Hostel" I am a little reluctant to visit Eastern Europe.


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